Sunday 21 January 2018
where you've left me
you made me forget me
and i loved you for that.
usually, i wonder and then worry
how i sound
what they make of me
if they like me
how i can do better,
how i can be friendlier,
nicer, prettier, finer.
but it stopped with you.
it was rare and beautiful,
and you didn't see it.
now i'm back home again.
i'm back to broken routines
that i make new every day,
i'm back to wondering what they think-
i know i should stop-
and you're not here
and i'm okay with that
i don't mind that you're gone,
but i suppose i don't know what comes next
and i feel silly for even saying it
but that's how things are
and i'm okay with that too
so thank you for then,
i'll go and find now.
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I need someone to make me forget all the thoughts in my head and worries haha. I loved reading this.
ReplyDeleteSimply Me
beautiful <3
ReplyDeleteHaunting!
ReplyDeleteThank you Skye! x
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Emily xx
ReplyDeleteThank you Vanessa! Don't we all hah x
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